Light Years i wont hold this against you

Show me what it's like
To not second guess
Everything you've done
And Everything you haven't yet
This is the end
And I just can;'t keep searching
To find out who I really am
So go run to the coast
Cause you think you know
Something that I don't know
But it's all the same to me
Where the hell did I go wrong
And it's all a game to me
But the past is the past
And I can't seem to let it be
So listen up
It's not your fault
That everything you say
Is taken with a grain of salt
Here's your curtain call
Try and soak it in
Cause one day this will all be gone
I won't hold this against you