Light You Up monsters

My bitter eyes have seen better days
I'm feeling cursed and so estranged
My legs they ache and my liver burns
It's a constant reminder of the lessons i don't learn
If i try my best i feel i won't succeed
I always wan't what i can't have
And i dunno what i need
I try to make things work and keep an honest word
When i close my eyes i see so many that i have hurt
I can't get these monsters out of my head
My mind feels poisoned and i scare myself to death
But i can't get these monsters out of my head
I will appear to reason...???
My storyline is basic but i am losing the plot
I've got stress pouring in from every angle
Anxiety attacks have got me stangled
I'm my own worst enemy, i'm too much to handle
Everytime i make progress i can feel my thoughts get tangled
I can't get these monsters out of my head
My mind feels poisoned and i scare myself to death
But i can't get these monsters out of my head
I will appear to reason...???
I'd like to say that i fit and i really belong
But there's too much change between my right and wrong
I'd like to say that i fit and i really belong
But there's too much change between my right and wrong
I can't get these monsters out of my head
My mind feels poisoned and i scare myself to death
But i can't get these monsters out of my head
I will appear to reason...???
I can't get these monsters out of my head
I can't get these monsters out of my head
I can't get these monsters out of my head