Lil Happy Lil Sad gone girl

I cry myself to sleep
I cant let it go
I try to numb my feelins
But im bout to blow
Smokin all this weed
Barely helps no more
Baby i am bleeding
Ashes on the floor
Will u help me
Get back on my feet
Going crazy
Lost all energy
Slit wrist syndicut
Cryin with my team
When i go thru stuff
We pour up & drink
I dont miss u anymore ur not in my head
Since u left i got 2 new laying in my bed
They love me they so cool & im in love w them
I sing about my life i think im doing well
I dont miss u
Nah ur gone girl
I dont fit u
I write songs now girl
I cant fix u
But i still do care
I destroyed you
Now its lessons learned