Lily Juniper not enough

So many days I wasted
Worrying about you
So many hours faced with,
Screaming for the truth
And I know you lost your mind
Once upon ago
But now your lies are the only
Story that you've told
I guess I miss the soul I knew before but never could I take you back
Cause you've locked so many broken doors and I've become at peace with that
It's not enough to smile and act like everything's fine
It's not enough to fit me in when you've got the time
It's not enough to make me think I cross you're mind
It's not enough, not enough to get me on your side
So what is left now, are,
We just old friends?
Cause this is not a friendship
I wish to mend
Too much damage, has been done to
Resolve any ties
I guess my hope in you rolled away with
All the tears I cried
I guess I miss the soul I knew before but never could I take you back
Cause you've locked so many broken doors and I've become at peace with that
It's not enough to smile and act like everything's fine
It's not enough to fit me in when you've got the time
It's not enough to make me think I cross your mind
It's not enough, not enough to get me on your side