Lisa Germano the darkest night of all

Goodnight, how can you sleep?
How can you sleep through this?
What are your thoughts as you turn to dream?
I wouldn't know, I never look
These things are hard
These things can hurt
All of the secrets
Nobody needs to know
How does it feel?
Falling asleep so hard
How could ask?
How could I say the things I need to?
You'd go away
Goodnight
Memory must fill you with love
Positive days, positive years
Older than lonely, older than old
There's only minutes, minutes to go
You have to feel this, you have to cry
I can go on, I can deny
This stuff, it hurts, always it will
Now I can ask, now I can say
The things I need to
You've gone away
Goodnight