By
Myself
What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can't rely on myself
I can't hold on
To what I want when I'm stretched so thin
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in
Turn my back I'm defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they'll
Take from me âtill everything is gone
If I let them go I'll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun
If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer
by myself I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can't rely on myself
How do you think I've lost so much
I'm so afraid that I'm out of touch
How do you expect... I will know what to do
When all I know Is what you tell me to
Don't you know
I can't tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can't seem to convince myself why
I'm stuck on the outside
- :
- Live At The Paradiso Amsterdam
- V
- The Distance To Here
- Secret Samadhi
- Miscellaneous
- Throwing Copper
- Mental Jewelry
- Death Of A Dictionary
- Live at the Paradiso
- Run Away
- MTV Unplugged 3 (International Version)
- Best of Live
- Run Away (Acoustic Version)
- Run Away (with Shelby Lynne)
- Awake - The Best of Live
- Awake - The Best of Live (Acoustic)
- Heaven (International Version)
- The Teen Kings
- Live At the Paradiso, Amsterdam (Bonus Track Version)
- The River