Long Distance Calling plans

I woke up from a dream so deep
it left me wondering and numb
answers all unknown to me
what if I hadn't lost control?
what if I had left this hole?
with this void inside my head
I feel I'll be gone someday
and won't come back another way
there ain't no lights to guide me home
and kill those thoughts that make me roam
Time to free myself tonight
cleansing comes with rays of light
and I will know
when I'll go back to start again
to reunite with what I've been
and I'll decide...
a change of course could change my mind
I'll try to make it right
I woke up with a fear so strong
what if I hadn't been alone?
what if I had stopped bemoaning
all the things I left undone?
and accept what I've become
Time to free myself tonight
cleansing comes with rays of light
and I will know
when I'll go back to start again
to reunite with what I've been
and I'll decide
...a change of course could change my mind
I'll try to make it right