Lotus Eater gloom

It's only ever here
When I think of you
I'm only accustomed
To your voice, and it fucking hurts
You caused this pain
And all I do is forever take the fucking blame
Sorrow, a feeling unwanted
Sadness haunts me
It's never going away
No longer reasoning
Why I am slowly fading
I am slowly fading
I am slowly fading away
So I let it overcome me
Like always
You've forced me to waste away forever
Trapped in this hell you made
Frame my mistakes
Engrave them in your memory
I'm just a waste of space
Not worthy of your trust
Gloom is my home
Gloom is now my home