Lovely Hatred death my liberty

I’ve been seeking this sound in my ears.
I’ve been listening to it for years.
It’s my only creed and the only one that I trust.
My self confidence betrayed me the most that I can remember.
Death is my liberty
Death grow wherever I go
Mind controlling me
The sun tells me the deal
I just do
As I’m told
No asking
To what I do
Death is the only way to let me hear inside
Death is the only thing that grow right here inside