Never should have walked you to the door
Never should have told you those 3 words
When you said you wanted less, I wanted more
Isn't that the way it always works?
And why did I call you yesterday?
You never call me back
I wonder if you wonder, if I'm okay
And all I have left are photographs
Scattered on my floor and torn in half
And I hate myself for falling in this far
Every minute wanna be where you are
Put my fist through the wall 'cause it's so damn clear
I'm holding on 'cause it's so hard to let go
Driving by your house staring at your window
When you close your blinds look down here
And see the loser of the year
So I hear you're going away to school
Saw your friend Stacy out last night
I tried to play it off like it was cool
But it was killing me inside
Thought about how we crossed that line
Sneaking out so we could be alone
It all happened right at the wrong time
All I have left are memories
To remind me of what we'll never be
And I hate myself for falling in this far
Every minute wanna be where you are
Put my fist through the wall 'cause it's so damn clear
I'm holding on 'cause it's so hard to let go
Driving by your house staring at your window
When you close your blinds could you look down here
At the loser of the year
Should I move on?
Should I give up?
Did I give too much?
Was I not enough?
Either way, I hate myself for falling in this far
Holding on 'cause it's so hard to let go
Outside your house standing at your window
Before you close your eyes could you come down here
And kiss the loser of the year
(I hate myself for falling in this far)
And kiss the loser of the year
(Every minute, wanna be where you are)
I'm just the loser of the year
(I hate myself for falling in this far)
I'm the loser of the year
(I hate myself for falling in this far)