Low High unprepared

Have you ever felt like it was the end of everything you know?
Have you ever dropped a tear that wasn't cried by anyone?
Have you ever tried to quit your life, and sleep until the day you die?
Well, we know that one day you have to wake up
I don't mind if you're still here
And I won't mind if you leave
Is there something you wanna prove to me?
You can't make things better
So I find my sore eyes opening, but I'll regret it
It's too late, I'm a freak, left sick and unprepared
Have you ever thought about the way the past gets on you everyday?
Can you pretend you are here? Can you see things straightly clear?
I've lost the meaning of being the way I've always been
No personality, all my fears are fading
And as I throw away all of my dreams, I repeat understatements
Don't sing along to this song
Don't waste your time, get things done
Don't live someone else's life
Don't let me hold your insides
You're gonna lose your own faith
Only because I lost mine