Lucidity the process to born again

So I send a silent wish
From the borders of this mind
For winter to hurry
Though sound of rain comforts from outside
With burning candles
Vanity is long gone here
Considering nights like these are many
Something moves and leads deeper to meet one self
Mere drop in the ocean
Four flames light the mirror
Marks the sun and the moon
I am aware invoking life by those who invoke death
Will reach it without a doubt
Perhaps now I have a clue
What they meant when they said in my dreams;
There are many ways to exist in this mortal world
Believe in the process to born again
Believe in the process to born again