How much I want just a moment with me
Hidden from anxiety and far from you
A night in the clouds throw me into mud
It's hate and heaviness and anger that pull me back
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And it hurts, and it hurts, and it hurts to bury me among you
Dorian Gray ashes washed by the rains
I have broken bones in purple sleep
I am a bitter moon that fades Slow
How much I wanted to make everything better
You never believed in the world inside of me
I have nothing but mine â A bitter month
Drunkenness and the deaf howl that they don't want to die