Luxtryxe drinking the sky away

I keep on dusting this empty shelf
Drifting away from this Hell
Feeling home with the ashes on
Up in smoke it all crumbled down
I'm giving my very best
To spit this itch out of my flesh
I filled its tank up now
Longing for its leaving
If only I could tell you how much I tried
If only I could show you how loud I cried
I would've died to keep you by my side
Pieces are back together
The glue hasn't just...
yet...
... dried
Seems my days are seeking an escape
Darkness is drinking the sky away
All the colors turned to grey
Or is my soul failing me
If only I could've said this once before
If only I could've felt this a little more
And not ignore it and shut the door
I am sure
This would have been
... pure
Why's this harm still hammering this hard?
Why's this harm still hammering at all?
Here I am lying on the shore
Waiting for the bottle's core:
The map leading to your house
Home of the...
... cure