Oceana messer

In the evening after work you come to me, disappear straight into the shower. You wash yourself thoroughly with soap, eliminate foreign smells. We sometimes eat dinner in my room by candlelight and when the phone rings suddenly, a shadow falls over yours Face.I know it affects you, haunts you, it bothers you - your guilty conscience.I lie next to you at night, rummaging around with pillows, being bitten by fear.I think you think that what she doesn't know doesn't make her hot .But I've known it for a long time and if you start something like that, then it won't go past me. TELL ME THEN YOU'LL BE BETTER! EITHER WAY YOU'RE GOING TO THE OPEN KNIFE! TELL ME THEN YOU'LL FEEL BETTER EITHER OR WAY DO YOU FALL INTO THE OPEN KNIFE...Before you leave, you stand in front of the mirror, look at yourself from all sides. Pimples and dark circles under the eyes, these are the things that worry you. What I would most like to say goodbye is the vain pull around your mouth bite it off and when you're gone, tear the holiday photo into a thousand pieces. I don't want to chain you up and ask you, can you still be saved? Or will you always be found in certain positions in strange beds CONFESS ME...
I want to finally understand, we'll see what happens then. I want to finally understand, how could this happen? I know, I'm too late, I'm sorry, it's about time that passes too quickly and gets in my way. it wasn't my intention to keep you waiting, is that a reason to hate me now? I can't believe it. And now you're accusing me of deceiving you. I think you're too self-conscious under these circumstances! You've gone too far! CONFESS TO ME.....I finally want to understand, we'll see what happens then. I want to finally understand, how could this have happened... CONFESS TO ME!!!!