Off With Their Heads i hate my stupid ass and i hope i get into a car accident tonight

Sit back and let me tell you about the sadness
About the beast that's been gnashing its teeth
Trying to destroy, trying to destroy me
It rears its head every time I'm alone
In the middle of the night if you don't answer your phone
It snarls at, it snarls at me
It hides underneath my bed
And sinks its teeth in every corner of my head
Don't try to stop it, don't try to control it
Don't try to defeat it, don't try to console it
It's unstoppable and it's a part of me
Your best bet's not to get too close to me
Stay the fuck away, stay out of its reach
It'll poison you like it's been poisoning me
It tells me what I'm supposed to say
And it controls every move that I make
You've got me all wrong
Its not the real me screaming you away
Its my selfish sadness ruining every day
Everything is wrong
Everything is wrong