On Thorns I Lay unsung songs

From all I've seen and all I've known
there is one song I sing no more
there is a pain from deep inside
For many years I felt so strong
a single tear I did not share.
I was that brave or I pretended?
and maybe I was just too young
and spent all my thoughts for fun
but I had only good intentions.
...But I found out...
Becoming someone else than me
was just the way it had to be
as I was searching for addictions.
The rope was tripping down my throat
and she was never ending hope
but even her true love got weaker.
...and I cry now...
I meet myself again!
- Hold on
I 'm making no mistakes this time.
See me crying again!
- Don't go
I have to be myself this time.