It took me six years to find that everything you ever fucking said were lies
But now I'm feeling low and stupid for believing every word that you said
I always just react
I'm always holding back
I'm always back and forth inside my head
I'm always back and forth inside my head
Staring at the ceiling (I've been lost and lonely in this ol' mind)
Desire has me falling to the floor (I've been lost and lonely in this ol' mind)
Tell me you'll find someone to spite (I've been lost and lonely in this ol' mind)
I've been lost and lonely in this ol' mind
Everything I used to hold myself together came crashing down and
The stars have gone out of my eyes
I'm not good with the distance inside
I always just react
I'm always holding back
I'm always back and forth inside my head
I'm always back and forth inside my head
I'm always back and forth inside my head
I'm always...
Staring at the ceiling (I've been lost and lonely in this ol' mind)
Desire has me falling to the floor (I've been lost and lonely in this ol' mind)
Tell me you'll find someone to spite (I've been lost and lonely in this ol' mind)
I've been lost and lonely in this ol' mind