I wanted to release to show integrity (but my mind wonât let me) I wanted to ease up relive hostility
(but this pressures building) itâs the wrong side of hate to catch yourself feeling I wanted everything
and itâs me thatâs failing in digging in my heals when I should turn a leaf (cause this page is tiring)
narrow minds will bread an awkward place to be (and I canât help feeling) itâs the wrong side of hate to be
contemplating I wanted everything and itâs me thatâs failing I hesitate (when I should be speaking) if this is give and take (why can I not see it)
Iâm being coy cause I donât know a better way if there's a
point than itâs a point I should have made and though the words are running endless through my
brain Iâm always speechless when itâs time for me to say
itâs catching up on me and Iâm not meaning
to sound so conceded