Over It weightless

Bent out of shape, we make our way straight
I would never take a chance on it
If it didn't paralyze me completely
Sure you think it's all fun, but games are all I've won in this life
I wouldn't give it all up if it meant, I'd never feel so weightless
Rebuilding the puzzle I've found, scattered all around
I invent myself with every breath
To take a step, I look ahead
And size up anything that makes me tremble
I can't tell if the shifting pattern exists
Before I make it, but does it matter?
You've got the time to find out for yourself