Pain Of Salvation chapter 1 ending theme

And so I find myself here once again
First step down Remedy Lane
Budapest you tore my world apart
Well, here I am
(To be honest, I don't know what I'm looking for)
Worn with rope ends on my mind
Torn with blood scarred in my eyes
But now I'm back to shake that from my life
(To be honest, I don't know what I'm looking for)
Ending theme, ending theme
Ripping at the seams, for an opening
(To be honest, I don't know what I'm looking for)
Back again at Deak Ter
I know I could have left her there
It was the feeling of leaving myself
That I could not bear
(To be honest, I don't know what I'm looking for)
The same old hotel room in Pest
One night before the Sziget fest
Hungarian Princess, will you share my rest?
To rest in my-
Ending theme, ending theme
Ripping at the seams
For an opening
To be honest, I don't know what I'm looking for
Who to be, sitting here as once before, weeks ago
Just waiting for a knock on that door
And I have left all I thought was me to find out
To make sure if it was you or me
That made me feel so free and real
But when we kiss I don't know, I just don't know
'Cause it leaves a taste of emptiness
And I think, what if I'm simply depressed?
Blind, just finding rest from my mind here in Budapest?
Confusing zest with the joy of being blessed
With the bliss of self-escape as we kiss?
And mixing my being unstressed with your being undressed
And the taste of being true with the
fresh taste of me and you as we touch?
I don't know
But I saw so much of me in you
The me I've missed, the young and free in you
But still, that doesn't mean a thing
May not mean anything about my needing you
But I guess we had to meet, to be near; to make sure
And still my dear, beyond this bed and that door
To be honest, I fear I just don't know
Ending theme, ending theme
Fanning flames to dreams of belonging
Ending theme, ending theme
Ripping at the seams, for an opening
(To be honest I don't know what I'm looking for)
(To be honest I don't know what I'm looking for)
(To be honest I don't know what I'm looking for)
(To be honest I don't know what I'm looking for)
Lying here, watching you leave through that door