Pale New Dawn deadly grey

Right, things just aren't right! right?
These times of life have turned deadly grey
The color of death and short pass away
It's hard I know but still I will try
You're not here and I'm crying!
Right, things just aren't right! right?
So I sit here in my room
Thinking my way out of this mess
And I know I am alone
Right, things just aren't right! right?
Oh how I feel betrayed
Your precious life was taken away
Now I know what it's like to have a knife stabbed in my heart!
Your picture still placed in the frame
I got you for your last birthday!
How can I live, I don't know
But my heart needs to beat and go on!