Panik neustart

I woke up in the middle of the night
Thinking about so many things I've done
And I know if I keep living like this,
No one will understand me
I'll keep hurting myself Close it.
I'm leaving, I'm leaving you in the lurch
Because I won't let myself be persuaded again and again
To stay
Because I can't stand it
I have to go out force myself to disappear as quickly as possible,
To find something I believe in-
And I don't know what that is...
[Ref.:RESTART]
I finally have to get away from here
I finally have to get away from you?
Man, I can't stand it here anymore
Damn, I have to get out of here
-restart-
Me leave everything behind me
I'm finally letting go of you
Man, I finally have to get out
And nothing is stopping me!
I haven't done anything for too many years
I have sworn at some point, that's when I'll start
To tear myself away, to separate myself,
To throw you away
And to run away I've been pretending to be happy for too long
You've had too long believed
We would be ready for anything
As a couple - I'm sorry
This is not the case - Please forgive me
That I'm leaving now, but finally I'm free
And I don't know what that is...
[Ref.]
The reboot begins
I'm tired of the long days
The reboot begins
I need more space
Man - the restart begins
It certainly works
I reset myself, forget me
I'm getting up now
I'm tired of the long days and I'm heading for the door
I just need more space
Get out of here
It'll definitely work
I'm resetting myself, forget me
Because I'm leaving now!
[Ref.]
Awoke in the middle of the night
Thinking about so many things I've done
And I know if I continue to live like this,
No one will ever understand my back turn it shut.
I'm leaving