Paper Arms choke

Staring out the window
Trying to catch my breath
Today has bared it’s teeth
And I just need to hold it back
Then I saw you
And I said nothing
And I just let you walk on by
Way back in September
It all came out
And now I felt the hand I held’s
The hand that holds me down
And I can hardly breathe
And I can barely speak.
Used to talk for hours
Watched it fade like smoke
Fill my lungs with all you’ve done
Until I choke