Paradise Lost sway

Expel at cost
I've looked for valuation
Return what's lost
I've thrived on agitation
I live in fear
Fear of my contradiction
Free my eyes of fire
Greed, my heart desires
I'm free this way
No love is lost
No love of condescending
Who do I trust?
Trusting or just pretending
Maybe its wrong
Maybe I'm speculating
Free my eyes of fire
Greed, my heart desired
I'm free this way
The path I cross
Is strewn with alterations
All at a loss
Bargain infatuation
Why did I try?
'Cause it's so complicated
I free my eyes of fire
Greed, my heart desired
I'm free this way