Parasitic Ejaculation subject to depraved torment

Restless and rotting
Sick of this existence
From unending misery
I've exhausted my resistance
My final artillery
To maintain this subsistence
An escape from this sepulchral reality
Found within an absurd duality
Hallucinations bring amplifications
Of manifestations that are my salvation
Alleviation from untold frustration
Seeing through dead eyes, filtered fluidly
My rotted insides shift accordingly
World around me begins to decay
Come to see that nothing is okay
No escape from this depraved torment
Running back and forth between these walls made of dead
Circles twist around my head
Distance closing in, as I am swallowed whole
This life will take its toll
No escape from this nightmare and depravity
I just sit and close my eyes