Peregrin the surrogate

You couldn't know that my thoughts were gone
My thoughts had gone to somebody else
Didn't want to tell you, you were the second choice
I didn't want to damage your pride
I'm sorry that you had to learn this the hard way
My intentions were not to make you upset
I wish there were less harsh words for this to say
But there are not, you're the surrogate
I wanted to keep the smile on your face
Your fragile mind, I might be your…
I might be a disgrace to you
I didn't really mean to
I'm sorry that you had to learn this the hard way
My intentions were not to make you upset
I wish there were less harsh words for this to say
But there are not, you're the surrogate
Even if you and I are divided by the sea
The tides will not pull me away
I won't let them control me
In the heat of the moment
I'm sorry that you had to learn this the hard way
My intentions were not to make you upset
I wish there were less harsh words for this to say
But there are not, you're the surrogate