Perspective, a Lovely Hand to Hold i get really dizzy sometimes

It all started with your half hearted bullshit
You never meant a single word that you said to me
You were a fucking catastrophe
I just want to forget
Everything in my head
I just want to forget
Everything in my head
I know that you're only a phone call away
(all of your worst intentions)
It's everything that I wanted to say
(I can't wait for my new replacement)
I'll put on a new pair of pants
That I haven't worn since before we dated
I've been saving for just this occasion
You're an addict of sorts
To a litany of the worst things that i've ever heard
and I wouldn't care to mention
While you're walking around your college campus
I am home here alone in Nashua
While you're out late at fucking parties
That I can't stand to be around
I guess that that's just the difference between you and me
You see one of two things and I see three
See your complexion it haunts me
You've been dousing yourself in cosmetics to hide completely
So what the fuck is your problem
I guess that you and I were just never meant to be
So stop talking about me