Pesado no volvera

I had to silence my heart and now I regret it. I had to pretend when he looked at me so he wouldn't notice that for his love I'm dying. >I had to endure
in my heart the pain of losing her
I had to live
such dark nights because without her light
I have only had sorrows and bitterness
as I It hurts when you look back
living from yesterday
knowing that it is not here,
that it will not return
feeling the cold of loneliness
it will not return
and now in My life no longer has beautiful things
it will not return
my heart is stopping beating without it
because the sky having a thousand stars
I chose her without knowing that one day
I was going to abandon myself
it hurts me to look back....