I don't want to see, I'll drown so deep
I can't even stand myself
I don't wanna fall down and spit at me
I just wanna tell myself I'm awake, yeah
I don't wanna sleep, my eyes still shut
Don't you wanna down on me?
I don't let anyone tell me this pain is for free
Oh oh, I am not awake, yeah
Try, take
You know I'm not still awake, yeah
Try, take
You know I'm not still awake
Open up your black hole, I'll feel you from the inside
It teaches me to fear me I know
Let it be a lesson you know, you've been warned, oh oh
I am not awake yeah
Try, take
You know I'm not still awake, yeah
Try, take
You know I'm not still awake
I don't wanna feel this way
I don't wanna feel this way
I don't wanna feel this way
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna feel this way
I don't wanna feel this way
I don't wanna feel this way
I don't wanna feel
Don't you feel ashamed to peel back my skin
And hide me away
I don't mind if you say so
I am not awake, yeah
Try, take
You know I'm not still awake, yeah
Try, take
You know I'm not still awake
I'm awake, I'm awake
I'm awake, I'm awake