While u were sleeping I was laying awake with the pain that I'm holding inside.
it's like I was bleeding and u turned a blind eye left me behind and just walked away while I was just laying here broken inside.
If I called ur name would u leave here 2 die.
Just like u always do.
Just like u always do.
Hey don't try 2 me I'm out of my mind.
Not Today,
Not Today,
Hey don't try 2 tell me that everythings fine.
NO Not Today,
Not Today,
Why should I suffer-I don't care what u do.It really don't matter at all.U've been been my world and my weakness, my stength and my pain.
Why can't I just leave this behind and walk away-While I'm lying here broken inside-I try so hard this time.BUT
U pull me right back 2 u,
Just like u always do.
Hey don't try 2 tell me I'm out of my mind.
Not Today
Not Today,
Hey don't 2 tell me that everythings fine.
NO Not Today
Not Today,
Don't try 2 tell me I'm fallen.
NOT TODAY
NO NOT TODAY,
I'm drowning in sorrow-I can't let u borrow my feelings ur using-u jus keep abusing-Ur lookin 4 somethin 2 treat me like nothin.
Jus like u always do
Just like u alway do,
Hey don't try 2 tell me I'm out of my mind.
Not Today
Not Today,
Hey don't try 2 tell me that everything's fine.
NO Not Today
Not Today,
Don't try to tell me I'm fallin-Don't think without u I'm crawling-I'm not outta my mind- No not anytime-Ur wastin my time.
No Not Today
Not Today...