Planara rolling the dice

I'm supposed to cry but I won't do this
I'm supposed to die but I'll endure this
I won't stop to try even you ain't like it
I'm so sick of your lies I'm gonna break it
Devious disguise but you won't cheat me
Innocent your eyes but they hit me
Hunting down my soul but never get it
Risen from my fall and I never let it
Why they tell me what I must do
Why I fall down like I have to
I'm allied with the skies
And no one ever gonna break the bonds
I'm rolling the dice
Game with the unknown, paradise is prize
I am locked and loaded - throw me down to hell
Life I can't afford is living in the shell
Calculate my chances - one percent enough
Beautiful romances ain't for ones who tough
I'm a plastic soldier - easy to replace
Senseless are my orders, lifeless is my face
Wake me when it's over I'm scared to faint
Blindness is my cover, anger is my saint
Why they tell me what I must do
Why I fall down like I have to
Why they tell me what I must do
Why I fall down like I have to
I'm allied with the skies
And no one ever gonna break the bonds
I'm rolling the dice
Game with the unknown, paradise is prize
Roll dice
Hit you twice
I'm on
It's your turn
Crash burn
Never learn
Lay down
With your crown
Throw me
To your knees
What's beneath
Turn ash
Into cash
Burn down
To the ground
To the ground
Why I'm rolling the dice…