Please Madame stalemate

Fast forward paying your fee,
But that's not how it works
I dare you to leave me all on my own
Can't you remember me when we began to share a dream and
Can't you remember long nights no sleep, the perfect team-will
I thought it out
And there is nothing that my heart wants me to say
I thought it out
I can't control the darkness that I'm left to hate
Brawl, for all that there is to see,
And i know how it hurts,
I dare you to leave me, concentrate now
They said we should communicate, But you are close to heavens gate
They said we should communicate, But it's a one way stalemate
I thought it out
And there is nothing that my heart wants me to say
I thought it out
I can't control the darkness that I'm left to hate