Poe today

Standing in the doorway of my life in this house
Trying to find a way to get out looking for a sign
That I should open the door
This craziness is getting me down
But today is the day
We break free
Walking down the stairway to the traffic below
Anything could happen I know
But I'm sick of everybody telling me what to do
I hear you hey but I already know
And today is the day
We break free
It's clear in my mind
After all of this time
What I feel my love
There are so many times
That the sun doesn't shine
But I'm here my love
There are so many times
That the sun doesn't shine
But I'm here my love
And today is the day
Maybe I should wait
Just a minute or two
It's getting cold now
I feel so insecure
The future is a mistress
That is so hard to please
And the past
Is a pebble in my shoe