Poems for Laila russian billy

You have thought that I
would be the same old guy
the same old guy I was before
I love your holy madness
counting day by day
but there's no place for me no more
Darling please
don't let me fall down on my knees
your laughing is too shy
I just remember why
Do you know last night
when you felt so uptight
about my russian history
face to face and hungry
for your violent skin
and for your skin's discoveries
Darling please