Poison The Well pleasant bulllet

I've woken up everyday
With my eyebrows pointing at my mouth
Making all who care for me
Go through all my worst times with me
I give them no choice
I give them no choice
All my worst times with me
I need to be unhappy to smile
But I haven't quite got the hang of it yet
I need to figure out
Why this room has blinds that never open?
It's so hard to be these days
Wasted all my time
Trying to remember
The word content was
There isn't much to open eyes for
I want to be excited
Just haven't been educated yet
Wonder how long it will take?
Before they leave me behind
Questions in, questions out
They always ask me
It's so hard to be these days
Wasted all my time
Trying to remember
The word content was
Trying to remember
The word content was
I just want to be
Fucking happy