Port Noir come what may

I won't look down, down in the dark wild river
I won't look down
I won't look back
One lost child
One grown man appears at the same time
Go around by the river
Or drown in the river
Go around by the river
So come what may
I'm a rover without a trail - a shadow without a man
I'm a phoenix without feathers
Like a desert without sand
Show me what life can be
Plant a seed - I'll make it grow
Go around by the river
Or drown in the river
Go around by the river
As I slow down, seeing myself at the bottom
And as I lay down, numb and forgotten
I'm a rover whitout a trail - a shadow without a man
In my own reflection I see a stone
With the skin of my face
An empty vessel
A useless shell of blood and bones
A phoenix without feathers
Like a desert without sand
Show me what life can be
Plant a seed - I'll make it grow
I'll divide myself in two
I'll take shelter - be gone like a fly
I really tried, but now I need to hide
The stain is lost