Is this life really what you wanted
Trapped in an endless routine
So detached from all of your surroundings
Believe me its not what I dreamed
I must have dropped the ball a while ago
Only to notice a little too late
This song is my confession that
Shit may never change
I cant imagine a day without you
An empty pillow in an emptier room
I wish that I could tell you
Things will be different soon
But I am just afraid to say that
Its so far from true
So tell me..
All those thoughts inside your head
Whether they're good or bad
Even if you want me dead
I will try to make a change
Try to make it right
You are where you need to be
Just don't give up the fight
We all go through times of ups and downs
Your dreams mean nothing until they're truly found
Lost, stagnant, pounding up against ur skull
Its truly getting old, oh yes its fucking getting old