Quasi you fucked yourself

You fucked yourself
And you don't know where to go
Split wide open like a sturgeon for the row
Blood was splashed on pure white snow
You fucked yourself
And you're looking for the go
Drown in your sink, condemned if you float
You placed the blame but missed the boat
You fucked yourself
You chose your fate
You changed your mind when it's too late
Your self deceit, your worst mistake