QUIL going rogue

Hiding from myself
I lose it all
Hiding from myself
I lose it all
With a finger on the trigger and no bigger deal than
being on the backside, being on the right side
Hiding from myself
I lose it all
I wake up and
I'm afraid
that in my head
they're playing games
and keeping score
like who wants more
they take away everything
I'm gonna disappear
Swimming through my mind
I lose it all
Swimming through my mind
I lose it all
With a knife at the throat and
all hope is lost
like being at the bottom, being at the bottom
Swimming through my mind
I wake up and
I'm afraid
that in my head
they're playing games
and keeping score
like who wants more
they take away everything
I'm gonna disappear
Running for miles, running for miles
Got my head down and I blend in with the night
Running for miles, running for miles
Got my head down and I blend in with the night
Nothing's the same, oh nothing's the same
Got my head down and I oh I can never stay
Running for miles, running for miles
Got my head down and I blend in with the night
Nothing's the same, oh nothing's the same
Got my head down and I oh I can never stay (I'm gonna disappear)
Nothing's the same, oh nothing's the same
Got my head down and I oh I can never stay (I'm gonna disappear)
Running for miles, running for miles
Got my head down and I blend in with the night (I'm gonna disappear)
Running for miles, running for miles
Got my head down and I blend in with the night (I'm gonna disappear)