Quintessente a sort of reverie

I can't remember the last time
Everything is gone
Everytime I fall, I still try
Try to touch the sky
Going under, away from here
There is a sort of reverie
See the ashes burning me
Going under, away from here
Anyway I will find me
Feel my heartbeat, deep in silence
Sow my ashes, burning lifetime
I'm not the same, open my eyes
Everything will come to me
I'm awake, I'm awake
Open your heart, touch the stars
Far away there's a light
I won't surrender this time
Destiny is gone
Release the pain, feel the fire
Melt into the light
Internal storm
Crimson sky
Hear my call
I feel alive
Find the meaning of the life