Radical Noise joy

Actually, it's a beautiful day
But I couldn't realize it yet
I ask myself why i repeat it everyday
Answer lies inside me: I'm free to say
The joy of secret is the meaning of life
Never-ending anger is proff of my pride
Because my mask never let's me cry
Tears are falling like pretty smiles
I hear the birdie say, have a good day (x2)
Felll the cat's walk in a silent way (x2)
What you fear is what you get - A little cry for help
What you get is what you bet - I'd like to be poet
A little cry for help
I couldn't sleep from dusk 'till down
And I just keep wondering why
Why do billions sleep at night?
Because of the unseen in the dark?
What could it be?
The fear of recognize the emptiness!
I hear the birdie say, have a good day (x2)
Felll the cat's walk in a silent way (x2)
What you fear is what you get - A little cry for help
What you get is what you bet - I'd like to be poet
A little cry for help