Rane fullness and decay

I've done myself a great injustice
I've done myself a great deal of harm
So tell me just what you're looking for
Say I'm not the same
And you wonder why I don't feel your pain
You say that I'm different
Well I want my old ways
Can't throw this word around
Trust is earned, not found
So tell me just what your looking for
Sorry I missed you this fall
Did you notice the trees at all
Sorry I missed you this time of year
You are my sunshine,
You are my rain
You are my sunshine,
You are my pain
And the journey is the destination
I know,
I've been there
I'm sorry