Rawfire sunrise

Why am I in a hurry?
There's nothing to be lost if I don't go
Ain't got no need to text me
Inviting to the parties I won't go
I can't deny my mistakes
But I'll never see them on my own
You should have learned from everything
I lived by your side I'm sure you know it
I'm ready for the sunrise when it comes
Even if comes in a rainy day
How can you blame from this far
But I think I'm getting better everyday
That's just the way I'm feeling
Or I'm just getting used to the pain
You never had a word to say
Blaming us for not understanding
I think you had enough from all these days
And all these lies, it's the end
You're calling it a new beginning
But you never knew how to start a new life
Without leading your old to a suicide
I'm ready for the sunrise when it comes
Even if comes in a rainy day
(Do not hurry...)