Razor Red Noise push back

Don't know what you're trying to hide
You thought that nothing here could be
Wreaking havoc in my mind
So now I pray that I will see
And I can't face this
I will never know
How to deconstruct you
If only I could hold
Your lonely hand once more
All the answers I can't find
When the pink is scratching through
I know the truth will make you blind
And the black is killing you
And I can't face this
I will never know
How to deconstruct you
If only I could hold
Your lonely hand once more
I can't see you
I can't feel you
I can smell you
I can breathe you
I will never know
How to deconstruct you
If only I could hold
Your lonely hand once more
I will never know
How to deconstruct you
If only I could hold
Your lonely hand once more
And I can't face this