Da da da da-da, da da-da, da da-da
Sittin' in traffic, another day of feelin' nothin'
Tryin' to find somethin', I guess it's back to huffin'
Paint and model glue oh how I die when I look at you
Smilin', lovin' life and all I know is blue
Rainy days and cold stares, broken love affairs
Everything's beautiful as long as I ain't there
I guess I wasn't meant to crack a smile, who cares
I think I'll go to sleep for a while
I'm barely livin' in my skin, depression's my only friend
And I don't know where I am headin', tryin' to forget where I've been
And I'm so sick of lyin', God please show me that silver linin'
'Cause I've heard tale, and I'm not well, my head's full of hell and this world's a jail, but
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
'Cause everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
'Cause everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And as the pain begins to displace, had it to ear level with this place
You see it on my face a state of suspended grace
Gradually I erase and find comfort in the sickest womb
I might be present but not in the room
To who it may consume, melting ensembles bleeding Chellos
Runnin' through Bordello's drama, like Othello
Hidin' out from Poncharello, dead off in the median
Fallin' apart like usual, handin' out flyers to my funeral
So they say life's a play, and that all the world's a stage
And for another part I pray, the show ends the same way everyday
And my heart carries the pain, of a brain I can't explain
Am I insane, am I insane
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
'Cause everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
'Cause everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And everything good is gone
And everything good is gone
And everything good is gone
And everything bad is here
And everything bad is here
And everything bad is here
It doesn't really matter now does it
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
'Cause everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
'Cause everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
Yeah everything's so hard to bear
Everything here's hard to bear
And everything here's hard to bear
And everything here's hard to bear