Rehasher on the way to get to you

I sat around much more today
I'm motivated but I really wanna stop
Cause I know I'm full of my own shit
I'm hypocritical and I can't help it
I'm in a race and I keep on running
Didn't expect when I tripped something
Burning and turning, living and learning
I didn't expect to feel
Anything even remotely real
Stretch and contracting, reflex reacting
What I put myself thru
On the way to get to you
I know there's not much more to say
I'll filibuster but I really wanna stop
Cause I know I'm wasting my own breath
Much too lazy to fake my own death
So help me find out the easiest way
To waste away all the moments today
I always stumble on my own distractions
And the guest list says Murphy plus one
Life goes on