Repay where are you my god

Every day, being betrayed
My future will pay for the nights I've prayed
Death on my mind is making me blind
Give me a sign, guide me from hell
Treat me my lord, ring me your bell
Help me defend, help me my friend
Take this fight to the end
Where are you my god
I need your attention
Where are you my god
Back to my birth, making me hurt
Nothing seems right, losing this fight
What you have done is what I've become
Now I am here, as you can see
Living my life as it should not be
Need to reborn, find a new way
Torned apart, forced decay
Where are you my god
I need your redemption
Where are you my god
Clearing my mind, making me pure
Healing my wounds, I'm in need of this cure
Give me your bread, a taste of your wine
Can´t stand this pain, going insane
Hurting myself by living in shame
Am I posessed? Am I destroyed?
Failed to go through the void
Where are you my god
I need your salvation
I'm losing my mind
Oh my god!