Rhythm & Sound w/ Love Joy best friend

It was my best friend and my lover, that I so together that night, I couldn't believe that this could happen to me
All this time pretended to be my friend, when all the time you really wanted my men.
Oh how you make me cry!
Oh how I hurt inside!
Wish I never had a friend like you, wish I never told all my secrets to you, wish I never gave you all my trust, shouldn't I told you and to do