Right Away, Great Captain! memories from the end pt 1

Today i finally let go of your infantry
Suffering without speech i knew you would return
I want it all
Oh i want it all
Tuesday, the 17th, bright lights and camaraderie
Finally getting to sleep
The graveyard, the turnaround, it changed in you somehow
And you always knew the way to bring me down
Flashing without a sound
I want it all
Oh i want it all
And i won't stop if i fall
Cause i want it all
The junkyard, the cemetery
And death notes you left inside me
I felt you, human being, leaving me
And now
I crave it all
Oh i crave it all